Thursday, March 18, 2010

Dissolve ..


Feeling so sad recently..
Dunno why, its just kinda emo :(
And tomorrow is the mid term for business..
Im trying to focus on studies but sadly failed. Aih.. 
Yesterday i still kept my promise with fei, saying that never exceed more than 5 wrongs out of 50 questions.
Though it is just MCQ (>.<)
I will never let it happen ! keep keep keep this thing in my head ! 
God bless me .. :)
Yesterday i've called to my parents as i really had a long lost connection with them..
Moodless to say, they never call me :(
Im just full of jealousy for those parents who call their children frequently.. 
Yet, im the unique one.. haha..
As same as before, I called them and asked for regard.. 
Then, came with the same words same sentence : Why calling back ar? Anything?
Hmm. I just wanna chat with you.
Sounds terrible once i said i wanna back to home. Coz they always said Why u come back? Stay there la..
Dont come back ..
" Dont come back " sounds cool right ? But it hurts...
Never expect that parents not allowing their child go back home. Is it ridiculous ?
Everything seems so down so weird so mad so helpless..
Hates this kind of feelings..
Sometimes to be alone is better to face critical moment
Its time to continue my studies.. fighting ..

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