Thursday, March 18, 2010

Dissolve ..


Feeling so sad recently..
Dunno why, its just kinda emo :(
And tomorrow is the mid term for business..
Im trying to focus on studies but sadly failed. Aih.. 
Yesterday i still kept my promise with fei, saying that never exceed more than 5 wrongs out of 50 questions.
Though it is just MCQ (>.<)
I will never let it happen ! keep keep keep this thing in my head ! 
God bless me .. :)
Yesterday i've called to my parents as i really had a long lost connection with them..
Moodless to say, they never call me :(
Im just full of jealousy for those parents who call their children frequently.. 
Yet, im the unique one.. haha..
As same as before, I called them and asked for regard.. 
Then, came with the same words same sentence : Why calling back ar? Anything?
Hmm. I just wanna chat with you.
Sounds terrible once i said i wanna back to home. Coz they always said Why u come back? Stay there la..
Dont come back ..
" Dont come back " sounds cool right ? But it hurts...
Never expect that parents not allowing their child go back home. Is it ridiculous ?
Everything seems so down so weird so mad so helpless..
Hates this kind of feelings..
Sometimes to be alone is better to face critical moment
Its time to continue my studies.. fighting ..

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

有趣的一天

16 March 2010
今天去了Astro场去参加一个连三岁小孩都懂的游戏。
就是.......“石头剪刀布” (-_____-)"
早上十点多就去了。。到那里就十一点了。
录影化妆整个过程用了一个小时。
由于昨晚很累,很夜睡,
所以今天的样子是不能看的。
结果被化妆师说:女生上节目就应该要化化妆啊。。 :(
我是化妆白痴呐。。(T_T)
但去那里的目的只有一个!
就是拿Nike voucher总值RM250。v(^.^)v
奖品还有一张Paramore的专辑和一件Digi衣。
游戏比我想像中很简单!不是用手的石头剪刀布,而是用Object的石头剪刀布。
这个节目,我印象中看过,只是觉得无聊所以就换频道了。
哈哈哈~ :D
十二点结束后,我们去了一间食物中心吃了个很好很好吃的海鲜粥~
Whao ! It was really nice :)
可是好像有点贵,我们两人吃了RM28.. (~..~)
不过物有所值啦~
因为海鲜粥里包括有田鸡,虾,Lala,鱼肉,螃蟹肉哦
然后我们再去吃很好吃的蛋挞!
正啊~
 还有还有!
这个节目是有上电视的哦,
我们的环节就在下星期四Astro ·2pm-4pm(忘了哪个电台)播出。
请收看!哈哈哈~ ^_^
谢谢你,dear ~ My tridoso Lee.. :P

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

下雨天寻找白云

什么是心?
什么是痛?
心里的感觉总是酸酸的。
痛像是被针一阵一阵刺的感觉
又来了。。
讨厌这个。:(
记得以前和爸妈吵架,
他们的不理解,不关心,不体谅
因为他们的固执,我忍了下来。
然而每次心里都有刺痛的感觉。
有感而发 :
因为有感觉,所以心痛发作起来了。。

最近功课堆积如山,还有接下来的考试,
忙得我快疯掉了。
每天带着疲惫的身体去上课,去讨论,
去读书,去做功课。。
现在连吃东西都很累很懒。。
可以停止读书吗??
哈哈。。那时我爸一定会拿着菜刀等着我。
刚刚突然收到一封信息,
我的学长车祸进院了。。真的吓我一跳。
真的真的希望你会没事,Jason。
I will pray ... 加油!^^